made fried oreos! YUMMMY! :)
Where’s the good in goodbyes? :(

*BABALA* I included TOO MANY photos for you to handle

I’m sooo going to miss my block section, AAPD2F. I’ve never beeen so happy and contented with my blocks ‘til I met them. ♥ I’ll definitely cherish every moment I’ve spent with these fuckers. :p TARA, DOUGIEEE! :)

Our first class picture together. We didn’t want to pay for anything so we didn’t ask for any photographers. Instead, we just brought our own cam as per Dr. Chan’s request. :> KURIPOT EVER ANG 2F.

This was during Pat’s pre-birthday celebration. :D love these chicks!

This was the actual birthday of Pat. It was also our NSTP day. Went to Marikina Boy’s Town and helped clean the place.

(the cake we bought for her melted because of the heat.. D:)

…and we gave her a bouquet of flowers! :)

 

CEU Sportsfest 2011

then we went straight to MOA. took photos at seaside, and ate at Gerry’s Grill :)

CHICKS decided to bond and stroll at the streets of Intramuros :D

pictures are not complete with them if there were no jump shots.. so here it is!

Last day of swimming class. Will miss you superrr, Sir Catapang!! >:D<

Ordinary uni days with my beloved PD2F ♥

PD2F’S PRESIDENT, Mich! (na pala absent hahahah)

Last day with my PD2F :( </3

Aaaaaaand, I will def treasure the moments I’ve shared with my CHICKS. A group consisting of 6 members. We were all from different circle of friends from different sections. Who would have thought we will be this close? :) I love you mga chicksss! Next sem ule ;) >:D<

See you around CEU guuuys!

Love,

"Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure."
— Oprah Winfrey
all sorts of pain….I’m def feeling right now :(

My friends are the only ones whom I can confide my feelings with when I’m having problems about my family or boyfriend. Aggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I won’t be telling much here because I already burst out my feelings in multiply. Yeaaah, i know. That site’s pretty much an online shopping now. But that’s the point. Nobody reads my blog there anymore, except of course, my ex, who keeps on viewing my posts.

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And yes, I can see who views my posts. Yepp, just found out after i blogged that he still checks my profile and posts. I mean how could you stalk my blogs when you blocked me at facebook? Then tell your sister’s boyfriend to ask how I was doing, letting them think that you don’t hate me and all. Letting them think that I’m still affected. And letting them think that i’m still on my bitter mode. You’re weird. Stop being a fake ass fucker because really, you’re getting on my nerves. Move the fuck on. I did. 

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Getting back to the main topic… tf. I hate this feeling. Like I can’t do anythiiiiing good for my boyfriend. Or the fact that I can’t help him with his problems but OTHERS CAN. I can’t even bring him home to meet my parents. Am certainly not his ideal girlfriend. This… All these..it’s not what he hoped, wished, and dreamed for. How can i give him things that will make him happy when I already made him think that I dont love him that much? WHAT KIND OF A GIRLFRIEND AM I?

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He has loots of problem, and am adding up in one of those instead of helping him unload one. tf…. i have my issues with him tooo but i cant tell him.. I.JUST.CANT. he already has a lot of things going through his mind… there’s no space for my thoughts…problems…issues…

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I’m fucking sad. Sad. Sad. Sad. Sad.

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but i cant show him.. I can’t.. I just really can’t…. At least not now. He’s going through a rough time. I can’t add up on his problems. I have to be there for him. I HAVE TO. I WANT TO. but i cant do anything…. im confused with my own thoughts…

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oh Lord. thank you for giving me such wonderful friends. i don’t know what i would do without them in my life. :( i need my two bestfriends…. sadly, they didn’t reply to my texts and messages. i feel alone… tG maco messaged me. im in so much pain and i just told him all the things going through my mind.. i told him my concerns.. he just listened. and thats exactly what i needed. a friend who’ll listen. he said some stuffs, helped me galin a lil a peace of mind.. and even for a minute, i felt a genuine smile on my face.

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thanks maco! your presence just means soooo much…

Today, I asked myself..

I feel ugly in the eyes of everyone. I am trying my best to look good. But wooooow, Christina Aguillera is wrong. Words CAN REALLY bring you down. I’ve been on a diet for a year, on and off. My weight keeps on fluctuating. When I gain weight, everybody notices. When I lose weight, only few would recognize the hardships I’ve gotten through.

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Dieting is NOT easy especially to those who loves to eat, myself included.

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I love rice — which apparently becomes sugar when it breaks down inside one’s body. I love sweets — which, apparently, contains high amount of sugar. I love fast foods and junk foods — which apparently, are classified as foods with very high calories. But because MANY are keeping an eye on my weight and figure, I have restrained myself from eating these kinds of food.

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It was painful at first, but as what they say.. BEAUTY IS PAIN. I’ve resisted those mouthwatering, breathtaking foods. BUT WHY? JUST SO I could look good in the EYES OF MANY for months? I got tired of it sooner that I thought. I may have lost 8-10 lbs but I was not happy. It’s not that I want to remain fat or chubby, but the thought that I’m doing this FOR OTHERS makes me hate myself MORE, instead of ACCEPTING the fact that I’m getting fatter by the minute and because I LOVE MYSELF, I should be taking care of it.

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I’m tired of people forcing me to do this, to do that. Why can’t they just let me deal with it in my own way? If you force me to do the way you want it to be done, YOU ARE NOT HELPING ME IN ANY WAY. What I would just want you to do is give some advice, encourage me, and have faith in me that I can do it all throughout the process. That would be really nice, you know? At least I dedicate the price that I would be getting not only to myself, but also TO YOU, WHO HELPED me IMPROVE my PHYSICAL LOOK.

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But wait.. Another thought just came in today. HOW ABOUT MY INNER SELF?

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A lot of people nowadays (again, myself included), have been fitness conscious, either for healthy or vanity reasons. People try to be fit by going to the gym, doing all sorts of exercises and engaging themselves on different kinds of diets. Most of us “outer-conscious”. Then I come to think, if only we are also concerned on our spiritual health..

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I wish I’d be conscious about the things that come out of my mouth, the thoughts that I let inside my heart, as much as I am conscious about the food that I intake. I was really humbled by my own thoughts. I searched my heart and realized that it has been on an unhealthy diet for quite sometime— pride, anger, jealousy has been thriving on it. So, it’s time for me to do some spiritual exercise NOW.

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So today, I asked myself.. AM I LIVING HEALTHY? I am God’s princess, I need to be beautiful INSIDE AND OUT. :)

I can't find the follow button in your page :(

its on the upper right corner of my page. :)

Just a little something-something.

i-smashed:

Hey guuuuys. I fin’lly decided to make a twitter account as per.. well.. ALMOST everybody’s request. It was only my friend Maco who really pushed me in making one, sooooo. As a newbie, CARE TO FOLLOW? :>

My Twitter Account - click it. Thank you guuuysss!

xoxo,

i-smashed

Just a little something-something.

Hey guuuuys. I fin’lly decided to make a twitter account as per.. well.. ALMOST everybody’s request. It was only my friend Maco who really pushed me in making one, sooooo. As a newbie, CARE TO FOLLOW? :>

My Twitter Account - click it. Thank you guuuysss!

xoxo,

i-smashed

'AGAWAN'


natawa lang ako sa blog ni ate mae, very inspiring. HAHAHA. napa-‘salbaheng smile’ ako kahit senti mode ako that time. :)) just wanna share the quote with you guys.


minsan, hindi rin naman talaga ginusto ng mga taong mahal natin ang saktan tayo. 
hindi naman nila sinasadyang iwan tayo para sa bagong dumating. 
minsan kailangan din nating tanggapin 
na sa paniniwala nila, mas mahal nila ‘yung bago. ganun lang naman talaga, 
dun sila kung sa’n sila masaya. 
ganon din naman siguro ang gagawin natin 
kung tayo ang nasa sitwasyon diba? 
lahat tayo mararanasang 
AGAWIN, MANG-AGAW at MAAGAWAN. panapanahon lang yan..

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basta di na ko mang-aagaw at magpapaagaw. sana lang wag na din akong maagawan. ;)

September 3rd @ KFC, MOA. (fumo-photobooth na din! hahaha)
(photos at Intramuros: coming SOON)


Highlight of the day:

Walk trip, Sightseeings, Jumpshots and Church at Intramuros with friends and boyfriend. Plussss, a date afterwards at MOA with my baby just like the old times. ;) been a while since we last went there together. We&#8217;ve been both busy with school works at uni. This was actually after our Midterm exam.
Pretty much an awesome day with my loved ones! ♥
rizha, quiet lang sa mga kwento ko dito sa Tumblr ah. dito ko lang kasi nasasabi yung mga yun eh. kahit kanino, wag please? thankyouuuu~ imissyou! >:D<

oo namaaan. :> my lips are sealed. miss you more! :*

Just when I was already enjoying the game&#8230;.
HAHAHAHAHA I MISS MAXWELL. OFF TO STUDYYYY.
Baket?

Nagtataka lang ako. Bakit ang mga tao, pag galit, NAG E-ENGLISH SPEAKING? Pag may kaaway, ang ginagamit na pambara, ENGLISH WORDS? Pero kadalasan, ENGLISH CARABAO NAMAN. SA TOTOO LANG.

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Ako, inaamin ko, pag nagagalit ako, di ko maiwasang HINDI mag-english speaking. Pero at least naman ako, sinisigurado kong HINDI WRONG GRAMMAR ang english ko. Pero yung iba diyan, MASABI LANG MAKAPAG ENGLISH, EH. WHAT THE HELL? Nakaka irita kase. Alam kong dapat hindi dapat ako nangingielam pero seriously? MAHIYA KA SA KAKAPALAN NG BALAT MO. PARANG BALAT NG KALABAW EH.

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Kung makikipag away ka gamit ang english language, siguraduhin mo namang TAMA YUNG PRONUNCIATION, SPELLING, PLACEMENT OF APOSTROPHES, AT LALONG LALO NA ANG SUBJECT-VERB AGREEMENT NA GAGAMITIN MO. Kase kung hindi, kawawa ka ate/kuya, masisita ka lang ng kaaway mo. Talo ka na nga, napahiya ka pa. 

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At eto ang pinaka MALI sa lahat. Kids, DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT DOING THIS!

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Ang IPAGPILITAN na tama ang grammar/spelling/pronunciation mo sa taong nagsasabing MALI, take note: as in WRONG ang pinagsasasabe mo kase NAKAKAHIYA.

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Hindi porke naka kuha ka ng 99 sa English nung nasa elementary ka pa lang, o laging exempted sa quizzes at exams nung high school ka e TAMA NA LAGI ANG GRAMMAR MO. Maaaring pinag bigyan ka lang ng teacher mo, o sadiyang WRONG GRAMMAR lang talaga ang ginamit mo.

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UTANG NA LOOB, WAG NA WAG KANG MAGBALAK MAKIPAG-AWAY NG NAG E-ENGLISH SPEAKING KUNG HINDI KA MARUNONG AT MALI MALI TALAGA. Dahil pag nag status ka sa facebook mo, at iti-nweet mo pa sa twitter mo, at wala kang patawad, pati sa Tumblr mo, ipi-nost mo, para mo na ring ipinaglandakan sa buong mundo na isa kang “ENGLISH CARABAO” at PROUD KA PA.

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Mag practice ka muna ‘te, ma-aagapan pa yan.

ps:

Wala akong kaaway, nilalabas ko lang kung ano tumatakbo sa isipan ko. :)

Parang..

I need some time alone.

Hindi ako sure. Grabe, damaged. Ako talaga may problema, inaamin ko naman ‘yon eh. I just need to fix myself. Get it together, you know. Nag contemplate ako kanina, at kung ano-ano lang ang pumasok sa isip ko. Three words: I’m fucked up.

Anyways, mag rereview na nga lang ako ulit sa Physics Lec and Lab. 

Haaaaaaaaaaaaayyy..

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