Nagtataka lang ako. Bakit ang mga tao, pag galit, NAG E-ENGLISH SPEAKING? Pag may kaaway, ang ginagamit na pambara, ENGLISH WORDS? Pero kadalasan, ENGLISH CARABAO NAMAN. SA TOTOO LANG.

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Ako, inaamin ko, pag nagagalit ako, di ko maiwasang HINDI mag-english speaking. Pero at least naman ako, sinisigurado kong HINDI WRONG GRAMMAR ang english ko. Pero yung iba diyan, MASABI LANG MAKAPAG ENGLISH, EH. WHAT THE HELL? Nakaka irita kase. Alam kong dapat hindi dapat ako nangingielam pero seriously? MAHIYA KA SA KAKAPALAN NG BALAT MO. PARANG BALAT NG KALABAW EH.

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Kung makikipag away ka gamit ang english language, siguraduhin mo namang TAMA YUNG PRONUNCIATION, SPELLING, PLACEMENT OF APOSTROPHES, AT LALONG LALO NA ANG SUBJECT-VERB AGREEMENT NA GAGAMITIN MO. Kase kung hindi, kawawa ka ate/kuya, masisita ka lang ng kaaway mo. Talo ka na nga, napahiya ka pa. 

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At eto ang pinaka MALI sa lahat. Kids, DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT DOING THIS!

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Ang IPAGPILITAN na tama ang grammar/spelling/pronunciation mo sa taong nagsasabing MALI, take note: as in WRONG ang pinagsasasabe mo kase NAKAKAHIYA.

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Hindi porke naka kuha ka ng 99 sa English nung nasa elementary ka pa lang, o laging exempted sa quizzes at exams nung high school ka e TAMA NA LAGI ANG GRAMMAR MO. Maaaring pinag bigyan ka lang ng teacher mo, o sadiyang WRONG GRAMMAR lang talaga ang ginamit mo.

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UTANG NA LOOB, WAG NA WAG KANG MAGBALAK MAKIPAG-AWAY NG NAG E-ENGLISH SPEAKING KUNG HINDI KA MARUNONG AT MALI MALI TALAGA. Dahil pag nag status ka sa facebook mo, at iti-nweet mo pa sa twitter mo, at wala kang patawad, pati sa Tumblr mo, ipi-nost mo, para mo na ring ipinaglandakan sa buong mundo na isa kang “ENGLISH CARABAO” at PROUD KA PA.

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Mag practice ka muna ‘te, ma-aagapan pa yan.

ps:

Wala akong kaaway, nilalabas ko lang kung ano tumatakbo sa isipan ko. :)

I need some time alone.

Hindi ako sure. Grabe, damaged. Ako talaga may problema, inaamin ko naman ‘yon eh. I just need to fix myself. Get it together, you know. Nag contemplate ako kanina, at kung ano-ano lang ang pumasok sa isip ko. Three words: I’m fucked up.

Anyways, mag rereview na nga lang ako ulit sa Physics Lec and Lab. 

Haaaaaaaaaaaaayyy..

I had the worst dream in my life last night. A lot worse than letting go of a guy I love most or failing in an exam.  I dreamt of losing my mom.

 And though it was just a brief dream, the pain hasn’t left my chest until now…

The Spice Girls’ song said it all. She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free. Moms are really the worst enemy we could get. Their long list of do’s and don’ts drives us nuts, nonstop sermons, utos-dito-utos-do’n, ka-KJ-an and the list goes on. In addition, my mom is no different from moms we used to abhor.

But I’ve come to think…

My mom is the first person who made me feel that I am worth fighting for. Why? She could’ve cared more ‘bout herself (and her figure) and choose not to bear a child. She could’ve just lived a better life had she not been pregnant. But she chose me. She cared for me a lot more than she cared for herself. And even if then, I was just worth a drop of blood, to my mom, I am everything.

In my 17 years of existence, mom is the only person who never stops caring for me, even if the world finds me unloving. And sometimes I wonder, what would make mom stop loving me?

          Unkind words?  Nope, I have said the harshest words she can hear from a child.       

         Countless mistakes? Nah. She accepts me error after error and feels joy in  seeing me learn from them.

          Dangerous liaisons? Not even. She loves me even more each time I rise from a fall after getting blinded and wounded.

I can go on and on enumerating the headaches, heartaches and troubles that I caused my mom. But no matter how bad I can be, she just never stops loving me.

My mom has seen me in my every fall. And everytime she sees me break into pieces, she even shares my pain, she never gets tired of picking me up from my fall, willing to do just about everything to make me whole again.

Yes, life is tough. But with God as the center of my life and my mom and my family by my side, no storm can ever bring me down.

Today’s a beautiful Sundaaay. It’s nice to wake up like this everyday.

My plans for this long weekend:

• Go to Tagaytay
• Spend quality time with family
• Contemplate and relax
• Treat myself a little something (i know i deserve it)
• Palace in the sky walktrip
• Church
• Review for midterms
• Get a good ‘ol 8-hour sleep erday
• Make fried oreos

It’s going to be a productive weekend ;)

thekrispykim:

Paano ginawa ang Lasalle CSB?

edi, BE-NILDE.

THE GIFFF hahahaha

is officially the most melancholic moment of my life. I’ve never felt so lost, hurt, distressed and gloomy all my life ‘til now. Grabe, di ko mapigil luha ko habang nag ta-type.. I can’t think of what to write.. I want to burst my feelings out pero kanino?

I don’t want to talk to anybody. At least, not today. Not now. Ang sakit sa puso. The pain is excruciating. I never thought he could say those words.. That thought.. From him. From his own mouth. I know it really is my fault, but.. 

UGH I just can’t feign this ‘feeling’. Ugh. Yoko na. I’ll end this here. I don’t want anyone thinking that ……. UGH

Just know that i love you. I do. Happy birthday.

twntysxth:

formerathlete:

The article goes into more details explaining why and how, but these are the 15 things that it recommends:

1. Don’t restrict calories
2. Go to bed early
3. Eat more protein
4. Go organic
5. Stand up
6. Drink ice water
7. Eat spicy food
8. Eat breakfast
9. Drink coffee or tea
10. Load up on fiber
11. Get more iron
12. Get more Vitamin D
13. Drink milk
14. Eat watermelon
15. Stay hydrated

I NEED THIS

^ LIKEWISE.

i-smashed:

alexdesireskirklong:

it’s almost kirk long’s birthday! :) he’s turning 23.. I’m seventeen and twenty-three isn’t that old for me, right? hehe.

my bitter friends say that i’m a weirdo. i don’t think that’s fair. why would you think of me that way if ur my friend. right? BV. tae! snasabi pa nila PANGIT si kirk and…

“ so, i’m planning to eat pasta ALONE on his birthday. :)”

LOL LEXI. I FIND THIS LINE SOOOOO FUNNY. =)) Hay nako lexi. SIMON ATKINS IS SOOOO MUCH POGI-er/SEXIER/HOTTER/BETTER than your KIRK LONG. Go ask everyone else. HAHAHA. Di kita inaaway, just stating the facts. HAHA. Yer prolly tumblring at the desks of the lib now while we, keysean and I, are currently looking for gowns. Keysean’s excited for her deubt! HAHAHAHAHA. Anyways, 2.30 na pala. We’ll log out na at Cybrary. SWIMMING TIME. Lilipat pa tayo sa DentSci. Tinatamad ako maglakad, hehe. Love youuuu lexi :)) See ‘ya laterrrr.

when’s her debut? :) am i invited?? HAHAHAHAH :)) i feel so tired. i just got home from school. i feel like dying.. :l i can’t feel my bones. :(( okaay. back to our discusion.. kirk long is better :D kirk’s an atenean.. he got the looks and the brain and the ATTITUDE. :D atkins?? hmmpf. pwede-na-rin.. :D **peace** cguro sa kanya nman, looks and money $_$ peace yshi.. i’m allergic to those guys.. i mean.. ung mga heartbreaker :D

Kaka uwi ko lang kaninang 8. </3 mas tired akoooo. Pero ramdam ko pa naman mga buto ko =)) the looks and the brain? WEH. ANO NGA ULIT COURSE NIYA DON? HAHAHAHA =)) ikaw nagsabe non! :p Attitude, mhm, okay sige. Panalo kirk long mo. PERO OHHH LALALAAAA. ANG FUGIII TALAGA NI ATKINS. It was like, love at first sight. ♥

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alexdesireskirklong:

it’s almost kirk long’s birthday! :) he’s turning 23.. I’m seventeen and twenty-three isn’t that old for me, right? hehe.

my bitter friends say that i’m a weirdo. i don’t think that’s fair. why would you think of me that way if ur my friend. right? BV. tae! snasabi pa nila PANGIT si kirk and…

“ so, i’m planning to eat pasta ALONE on his birthday. :)”

LOL LEXI. I FIND THIS LINE SOOOOO FUNNY. =)) Hay nako lexi. SIMON ATKINS IS SOOOO MUCH POGI-er/SEXIER/HOTTER/BETTER than your KIRK LONG. Go ask everyone else. HAHAHA. Di kita inaaway, just stating the facts. HAHA. Yer prolly tumblring at the desks of the lib now while we, keysean and I, are currently looking for gowns. Keysean’s excited for her deubt! HAHAHAHAHA. Anyways, 2.30 na pala. We’ll log out na at Cybrary. SWIMMING TIME. Lilipat pa tayo sa DentSci. Tinatamad ako maglakad, hehe. Love youuuu lexi :)) See ‘ya laterrrr.